It’s time to spread and receive love, in every corner of your life and in every corner of your soul that has been kept in darkness.
 
“Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier”
 
 
 
It feels like the end of April going into May is the motherlode!
 
It feels like the culmination of the quest for love of self is finally within grasp.
Like it was a never-endingly painful trip.
Like we knew but had no real clue.
Like we had little choice but to suck it up.
Like the culmination of all the perceived and believed hurts & wounds of the past
Were coming back to haunt us
To test our very last nerve
To overwhelm and lay waste the very fibre of our human endeavouring to close up and protect
No, not an option this time.
To reach the ‘holy grail’ of deeply-felt self love ~ this is the moment.
There may be other moments
But if you can be ready now
This is the moment
For you.
Why would you not take it?
You can.
It may not be a choice
But it is a decision
And if you want this to be your moment
To fill you up from the very insides of you
Then you have to make it your moment
Now.
 
With love Pam
❣️
 
 
 
 
~Solar Eclipse in Taurus 30th April 2022 at 10 degrees. 
The Power of Creation~
 
The Solar Eclipse in Taurus conjoined to the revolutionary planet of Uranus, is a powerful creative force and catalyst that is both exciting and magical as Venus and Jupiter in Pisces are exactly aligned together, a combination that can bring unexpected events into our lives that create more love, success and abundance helping us to manifest our hearts desire into reality.
Eclipses are doorways, quantum choice points. It contains the tremendous possibility to leap into new ways of being in our lives and are the most powerful transits that you can experience. They herald major beginnings and endings, burning and purifying.
Uranus is the great Awakener and will be shaking and waking us up, putting new perspectives and flashes of insights into all Venus-ruled areas of love, harmony, beauty, creativity and finance.
Revolutionising our perceptive on the way we love, work and play, so that we can enjoy a better quality of life by finding simpler solutions that will help us to live a life that is less stressful, living a life more in tune with the natural rhythms of life and nature that Taurus represents. You may experience a sudden epiphany as to how you can adjust your work and life style to one that brings you greater abundance, joy and peace. 
The Solar Eclipse close to the North Node of fate in Taurus is indeed a quantum leap towards finding more harmony, within and without in our lives as we move away from the struggle and drama of the South Node in Scorpio. 
Try to consciously let go of resistance and stay open to the gifts of Jupiter and Venus in Pisces at this Eclipse that bring the possibility of unlimited growth, opportunities, optimism, more inner peace, romance and boundless love.
 
~Lunar Eclipse in Scorpio on the 15th of May~
 
Eclipses come in pairs and between now and the second Lunar Eclipse in Scorpio on the 15th of May you may be presented with new possibilities, choices and opportunities whether in work, life or love. 
A decision that needs to be made signified by Mercury in Gemini at 0 degrees will become clearer at the Lunar Eclipse as the story is still unfolding until then, when we will be able to see the bigger picture and in particular gain more emotional clarity.
Uranus conjunct the Eclipse is an exciting wild card and has the potential to stop you in your tracks and take you by surprise. This energy is unpredictable and we can have a sudden, inexplicable urge to break out and do something adventurous, daring and different.
Expect the unexpected from yourself and others.
There is an urge to break through any restraints from within or without that have been holding us back from freedom. Now is the time for change
It’s time to express the infinitely magnificent being that you are, that can never be put in a box, category, or kept small to simply live up to other people’s expectations. Uranus together with the Eclipse reminds us that we are here to grow and evolve beyond all limitations within and without. And that true freedom starts from within.
Vivienne Micallef-Browne
 
 
The New Moon and Solar Eclipse in Taurus may not bring you the prince/princess charming, or may not help you climb Kilimanjaro. 
 
But it will bring you something way more important: a deep understanding of what makes you truly happy, 
what kind of person you want to be, and 
what kind of life you want to live going forward.
 
It will bring you, you.
 
 
 
It’s a date with destiny.
Do you think it’s an accident that you were born…? 
 
Do you think it’s an accident that you were born at a time when the culture that gave you life is failing? I don’t think it is. I think you were born of necessity with your particular abilities, with our particular fears, with your particular heartaches and concerns…
I think if we wait to be really compelled by something… something big, well… we’re going to wait an awful long time and I don’t know if the state of our world can tolerate our holding out until we feel utterly compelled by something. I think it’s more like this, that we have to proceed now as if we’re utterly needed given the circumstances. That takes almost something bordering on bravado, it could be mistaken for megalomania easily, though I don’t think it is. It has a certain amount of nerviness in it or boldness for sure, something that’s not highly thought of in the culture I was born into unless you’re a star or something… regular people aren’t supposed to have those qualities. I say they are of course. That’s what we’ve got to bring to the challenges at hand, not waiting to be convinced that we’re needed but proceeding as if we are. Your insignificance has been horribly overstated.
 
~ Stephen Jenkinson: Orphan Wisdom 
[Art: Bill Mayer]
 
 
 
 Journeys ~
 
“You"
you are more beautiful than you know.
you are more wise
more perfect
more whole
you are love embodied
you are more true
more emptied
more real
more authentic
more you
you are
light and fertile darkness
dawn and night
ocean and depth
storm and stillness
you are navigating 
depths
cracking masks
fighting battles
making peace
and discovering that paradox
is the only constant
you know that through contradiction
and tension
you can know 
your self
your sacred self
your weirdest self
your fragmented and torn and messy and beautiful and whole self
through tension there is growth
through struggle there is growth
through striving there is growth
and you, like rain
fall gently
and sometimes you, like earth
are fallow
and sometimes, you like birds
fly
and sometimes, you like worms
take solace in compost
you are all that you are and more, much, much more
barely having scratched the surface
of the true massive awesomeness
of becoming
human~
 
~The Wild Matryoshka 
art: Monika Welch
 
 
Chandra Symbol New Moon 11 TAURUS: A woman with flames for her hair
“Direct, full on, and unstoppable. Pushing for optimal outcomes, you are self-convinced and hard-driving. So passionate about your own desire and impulse that anything off to the side is far out of the picture, and all that counts is to have your say, to make an impact. Something long-gathering suddenly emerging as rage, self-intent, need, and craving. Personal to the Nth degree. Almost solipsistic. "Me" mattering after being counted out. You feel the surge of power of someone who recognises that they are bearing a life-force that can no longer be put down and you follow the brightness wherever it takes you, blindly and beautifully.” 
Inside Degrees Elias Lonsdale.
 
 
You Are Your Destiny
 
Destiny 
is not under control of our Heart
Being 
is the means of reaching Non - Being 
There is someone who looks after us
From behind the curtain 
In truth, we are not here
This is our shadow 
Rumi